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LOL. blog for once.
forgot to say this;
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.
IIIIIIIIIII LOVEEEEE YOUUUUUU PEOPLEEEEEE. (:

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i think this blog is dead (:
so.. youuuuuuu know. yea.
GOODBYE.&; god will always be with you.

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HAHAHA. fucking funnyy.
watch this.
ratatouille's trailer.
lai lai.. ZOOM IN..ZOOM IN~~
this is SHIT, michael!
suppppppper lame lah. <33'
that's all then.
BYEEEEEEEEEE.

i think i love you more and more each day.

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:D
nowadays super busy.
just finished my chinese hw.
still got maths, science, EOA, CPA. BLAHBLAH.
haiss. friday still got CCA &. monitor interview.
FUCK.
who can tell me what time issit @ monitor interview day?
alright. let me say about today.

me & shannen rush to compass &. took mrt to outram park there.
to get her skinnies.
on the way, i was talking to TONGTONG, susanna's imaginary friend! i brought her along.
cool uh? hahahahs. & she was sitting beside me all along.
superrrrr funny.
HAHHAHAHAAH.
then, came back to school.
SHANNEN STEP-ED TONGTONG'S BODY! so tong tong is injured! )):
we saw rachel,pat, marianne,susanna in school first.
then, we saw ivy. :D so we said HI to her.
& pat was saying things to her lah. then dunno what.. pat & shannen says GO MAKE POLICE REPORT. SO FUNNY LAHS. hahahahs.
then say all shyt things. then what, the whole class cry all. LOL super lame.
THEN,
marie-a & angelia came to school with visitor pass lah. cus the wore their home clothings.
&, kong-rui joined us @ homeroom.
study all..
then, kong-rui homed first. &, marie-a,angelia went to rachel's house. :D
me & cherie homed with bus.
shannen home alone :D
it's a fun day lahs.
but, only see her twice today. RECESS & MORNING (:
that's enough.<3'

i'm tired; are you?
let's sleep.
goodnight.

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i'm tired.
are you?
i hope so.
i'm gonna sleep.
<33'
i love you baby.
although i don't know you.
bye.

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FRIDAY.



it's friday.
& i took a picture of it.
isn't that nice?

let me say what's going on that day.
i stay-ed back for CCA.
it was an UP-S AND DOWN-S day.
my friend got a police report.
some fucking bitch reported her saying that she prank called her house number,
beat up her child, scolded her vulgarities & some other things lah.
i don't know how the policeman check lah. so fucking bloody hell stupid lor.
the cops came to school and reported to us all lah.
i mean, what the fuck is wrong? she did not do anything alright? so just stop complaining about her.
everyone cried. only the bitch's daughter smile happily.
we are not happy, because the teacher in our school is so unfair. says that if we
anything to the bitch's daughter, my friend is going to take the whole responsiblity
of it.
don't you think is fucking unfair?
&; i think my form teacher is rude. she called us to GO AWAY! GO AWAY! i don't
fucking like her. because her attitude totally sucks to hell out of it.
&, after CCA, eunice & sheng-li were sitting outside. we talked to them. it's a happy thing. although i did not see my lover much that day.
but, at least everyone is fine.
SATURDAY.



it's a good day.
because i went to queensway shopping mall with mama.
we finding skinnies. but, can't find a fully fit one.
kind of dissappointed at first.
but, i saw my lover & V.Tay.
my mood brighten up. because this is the first time i saw her in own clothes.
:D hahahahas.
so happy lahs.
&,
me and mama went P.S.
i bought a pull-over from mark&spencer.
it cost me 25bucks.
:D nice to wear. love it alot.
& took picture of it.

SUNDAY.



me, mama, cuzzin, cuzzin boyfren, uncle & auntie went tiong-bahru shopping centre there.
:D mama bought clothings.
then, we went far-east plaza, bought my shoes.
red in colour. <33' style="font-style: italic;">love to see you in school,
hate to see you walking pass me without a glance.
hate to see her face in school, hope she don't come to school.
&,
i don't want to be a fucking monitor just to see your fucking face.

csk, i love you.
& this is the first time typing your name out,
although it is from short form. :D
hope you know this.

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sorry! did not post.
because it was quite busy.
monday, got blog, i think.
tuesday, tuition & notes.
today, too tired, lots of people call me for help in maths class.
keep on.. MABEL MABEL MABEL.
it's quite happy, because it shows that i'm improving my maths.
:D
but it's tired.
then, go buy file, makan, come home, do science notes..
too tired, sleep lor.
for 1 hour. then makan again, watch tv, homework, pack bag,
see who online. then, AGAIN..
kelmond's online.
but, i did not talk to him.
NOT AGAIN uh? lols.
maybe i'm just afraid.
i just be lesbian, i don't want to fall for him again.
so.. YOU KNOWWWWWWW.
yah; i know that you know. =x
hhahas.
it's been a long time that i did not smile properly.
seriously, i'm been acting NOT-LIKE-ME nowadays.
i'm seriously faking my own feelings.
i know that i'm not lesbian lahs.
but, i keep telling people that i'm a CROOK.
lolss.
if someone seriously knows me, they will know that i'm not a les.
hahahaahs.
rachel guess correctly, she says that i look like straight,
but i keep saying i'm crook.
such a denial-er uh? hahah.
that's all.
BYEE.


love is what you want it,
you can't have it.
love is selfish.
love is whatever you do,
you'll never get what you wanted.
just like i want you,
but you don't wanna come to me.

there is no true smile in my heart for you.